i try my best :)

let me talk about my story ,

as u cold back turn away from me .

it like time just froze for a second .

in my white blank mind, i need to hold on u.

NO ! I NEED TO SEND U AWAY .

living on forgeting u. crying because i couldnt forget u.

they say i should leave . im not sure about myself .

i want to forget u .

if u turn away from me, i dont want to hold on u again .

words from u telling me to think about this over n over again .

i dont want to ponder over that anymore .

now i want to throw u away .

dont go , dont leave me .i think it will be hard for me to forget.

i dont think i can forget u .

i cant take my breath !

i want to erase u !

there is no longer a space for u !

no place for u to return !

if u come closer to me,

i think i will go furher away

can u move out of the way now ?!

i want to throw u away !

stop ! dont try to turn back !

please think it over and over again .

i think it will be really bad to erase u .

i will really go crazyy. go away ! i hate u !

yes or no the nite with light asleep .

the room with light turn off.

my tangle up thought of u .

what do i have to blame to make myself feel a little bit better?

was this deep love a sin?

they say i should leave .

buttt..

im not sure about myself but i will try my best !